Philosophy
C'est la vie
I've lost a lot of time worrying and caring about useless things, but now I am removing that habit from my life and trying my best to live carefree.

Well, if that description box to your right didn't tell you enough about me, then this page wouldn't either. See the thing is, I can never fill up these pages with things about myself because I just don't know what to say. I mean those little blurbs about me is just about all you need to know. I'm not that much of an interesting person. I'm like every teenage girl you see on the internet, who's still trying to figure herself out and is just wandering amongst other confused people of her kind. This blog has helped in some ways, and has allowed me to see the many transitions and obstacles I've faced in life.
I've been running this blog for about 6 years now, which is better than any paper diary I could ever keep up. I'm horrible at journals because I tend to get lazy and give up because I just have so much to update. I keep coming back to this blog because I feel some attachment to it. Actually, it's just much easier to spam with pictures and type than getting hand cramps and smudging the page with my horrible penmanship. Keeping a blog online however, means it is accessible to you internet folks. Yes, I can lock it. But you know what? I won't because anyone who wants to follow me along this journey can feel free to. Though honestly, I'd most likely forget my password to blogger one day and won't be able to access my blog.
Anyways, if you read all this you must have a lot of time on your hands or you might just be really curious about me. You can do the job of inferring what kind of person I am based on this paragraph. Thanks for reading!



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"To die, to sleep--To sleep-- perchance to dream", these beautiful words had been spoken by no other than Hamlet himself. During his famous soliloquy, "To be or not to be", Hamlet had often contemplated death and mortality. Being an Elizabethan Christian, suicide was against his religion. Nonetheless, he was still fascinated by the idea of it and had explored various aspects of death. Though it had a rather sinful connotation, Hamlet had introduced a new angle of suicide, as a means of rest, a long-awaited end. In fact, for discussing the topic of suicide, his words are almost peaceful. At this point you might be thinking I should go see a psychiatrist. No, I'm not deliberating suicide or anything. It's just that during these stressful times his words seem to soothe me. I've been especially stressed out about university applications and I literally spent weeks thinking about what to do with my life, or where the heck I'm going. It was only until the darkness of the night had engulfed me, could I be released by the burdens of the day and visit that sanctuary of dreams.
I finally submitted my applications today. I'm happy I've made my decisions, and hopefully I won't be indecisive or regret the options I've chose (Commerce, Biochem., Biopharm., and Commerce Finance). Sadly, engineering isn't one of the options; after much discussion with my parents, I had to eliminate the option . Business and sciences are what I'm torn between. I know I still have to do more thinking about what faculty I want to go into, but I'll just leave that for later. If only I could just take the business and science degree in Waterloo or Western... but I've decided to stay Ottawa-bound, so I'm only applying for universities within the city. The tuitions alone are already a handful, and to study away from home is a little bit too much for undergrad (IMO). I don't like to think too much about the future so I escape with the thoughts of rest, Hamlet's beauty of an end. Anyways, as earthly mortal beings we're all inevitably chained to the fate of mortality. In other words, life's too short to worry too much, right?
Sorry, for all the serious talk. To lighten up the mood, here are the daily dosages of pictures:









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