Philosophy
C'est la vie
I've lost a lot of time worrying and caring about useless things, but now I am removing that habit from my life and trying my best to live carefree.

Well, if that description box to your right didn't tell you enough about me, then this page wouldn't either. See the thing is, I can never fill up these pages with things about myself because I just don't know what to say. I mean those little blurbs about me is just about all you need to know. I'm not that much of an interesting person. I'm like every teenage girl you see on the internet, who's still trying to figure herself out and is just wandering amongst other confused people of her kind. This blog has helped in some ways, and has allowed me to see the many transitions and obstacles I've faced in life.
I've been running this blog for about 6 years now, which is better than any paper diary I could ever keep up. I'm horrible at journals because I tend to get lazy and give up because I just have so much to update. I keep coming back to this blog because I feel some attachment to it. Actually, it's just much easier to spam with pictures and type than getting hand cramps and smudging the page with my horrible penmanship. Keeping a blog online however, means it is accessible to you internet folks. Yes, I can lock it. But you know what? I won't because anyone who wants to follow me along this journey can feel free to. Though honestly, I'd most likely forget my password to blogger one day and won't be able to access my blog.
Anyways, if you read all this you must have a lot of time on your hands or you might just be really curious about me. You can do the job of inferring what kind of person I am based on this paragraph. Thanks for reading!



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Hello~ So what's new? A few days ago, I got my grad photos taken. The lady was really nice, she made me say "bikini" and "party" even though I had to shut my mouth right after saying the words (sadly still have my braces). The poses I had to do were pretty weird too. I wanna know how they turned out, hopefully I don't look too crazy with my expressions or anything. Actually, I don't understand why we have to go through the whole process of photo printing samples then selectively choosing them, when we could have just selected them right from the screens and then let them print out those samples. Unless they do any photoshop manipulating (which I doubt they have time to do), then I guess I get it. There's also more money generated throughout this process, I guess. Well, that was that for the photos. The last few days I have not had adequate sleep, there are just so many things that distract me. I mean, why sleep when there's so much you can do awake? That's the mentality that keeps me awake. Be it studying, watching dramas, reading books, or playing games, I've been avoiding sleep. Especially when I set out a schedule, I ended up getting distracted. Just two nights ago, I had originally planned to sleep at around 11, quite early for my time, but reasonable. What ended up happening, was that I began listening to audiobooks of Vladimir Nabokov's controversial book, Lolita. I've only started reading, well technically listening, to a few chapters, and let me tell you, I don't care how controversial that book is, it's amazing. The writing, just flows, it's really pleasing, and the narrator... it's like you're thrown into the mind of a pedophile, or a poor man who lost a loved one at a young age, whatever you'd like to call it. Just everything about the book is so enticing. I still need to finish it though. Yeah, so that went on for about two hours and I ended up sleeping at 1. Yesternight was a repeat, so on so forth. And today, today my dear friends, I am once again repeating a bad habit. I was really planning on sleeping early, a few hours ago I felt exhausted (just came back from an evening at the library). But now I've logged myself on and I'm typing away. Well, I guess I should probably stop here and end with some irrelevant photos (well who doesn't like photos).











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