PhilosophyC'est la vie I've lost a lot of time worrying and caring about useless things, but now I am removing that habit from my life and trying my best to live carefree.
Well, if that description box to your right didn't tell you enough about me, then this page wouldn't either. See the thing is, I can never fill up these pages with things about myself because I just don't know what to say. I mean those little blurbs about me is just about all you need to know. I'm not that much of an interesting person. I'm like every teenage girl you see on the internet, who's still trying to figure herself out and is just wandering amongst other confused people of her kind. This blog has helped in some ways, and has allowed me to see the many transitions and obstacles I've faced in life. I've been running this blog for about 6 years now, which is better than any paper diary I could ever keep up. I'm horrible at journals because I tend to get lazy and give up because I just have so much to update. I keep coming back to this blog because I feel some attachment to it. Actually, it's just much easier to spam with pictures and type than getting hand cramps and smudging the page with my horrible penmanship. Keeping a blog online however, means it is accessible to you internet folks. Yes, I can lock it. But you know what? I won't because anyone who wants to follow me along this journey can feel free to. Though honestly, I'd most likely forget my password to blogger one day and won't be able to access my blog. Anyways, if you read all this you must have a lot of time on your hands or you might just be really curious about me. You can do the job of inferring what kind of person I am based on this paragraph. Thanks for reading!
Wednesday, September 5, 2012 • 11:26 PM • 0 comments
Another day of school passes, and for now I would say it's okay. Some assignments have already been handed out, but I know theres still more to come. We had an assembly today for the grade 12's and teachers spoke to us about how it's our last year, y'know the usual. Before I was in grade 12, when I heard the P.A call down grade 12's, I've always thought the meetings were more secretive and special. But being in that assembly, we were treated like any other grade, except we were given the whole "it's your last year talk". I wouldn't say that assembly disappointed me, not like I was expecting secret missions or anything, but I realized we aren't that special. However, after that speech I've been thinking about this the whole day, what makes us grade 12's? It wasn't a question of grade, really, it was more a question of maturity. What identifies us as grade 12's to the younger grades, especially grade nines Can they tell? I still can't convince myself either; that I'm approaching such responsibility.. I'm almost an adult. But my mentality is nothing close to it. When I think of adults, I've always thought they're so independent and out there. They write nice essays and articulate such spectacular speeches. I'm barely catching up to everyone else, nor meeting the quota when it comes to being an adult. Everyone's all grown up, on their own, and thick skinned. They're all so self-sufficient. I wanna be like that. I wanna develop such characteristics. But how long will it take until I catch up to them. What if I'm that one childish adult, stuck in this current mentality. How dreadful! Ahh, thoughts are poisonous.
Well because I'm tryna be a picture blog and all, I'll talk about my lovely tea time while studying. I like to have some snacks before I begin my academic adventures. Today I had Earl Grey Teafrom Twinning's and some coconut buns.
At first I thought it would be weird to have English tea with some asian sweets, but after putting them together I realized the colours really complement one another! I wanna make a colour palette now~
Also, my cat ripped my favourite pair of ear phones. I told him to reflect about it tonight as he sleeps in the hallway. But I doubt he understood. How do you discipline a kitty... tsk, tsk.
Grrr, this is what I get for letting my kitty barge into my room! He's too cute to yell at though (too soft-hearted heh),,,
I promised myself I would sleep earlier today... Okay, now I really gotta head off to bed. I need to sleep! G'night~
Wednesday, September 5, 2012 • 11:26 PM • 0 comments
Another day of school passes, and for now I would say it's okay. Some assignments have already been handed out, but I know theres still more to come. We had an assembly today for the grade 12's and teachers spoke to us about how it's our last year, y'know the usual. Before I was in grade 12, when I heard the P.A call down grade 12's, I've always thought the meetings were more secretive and special. But being in that assembly, we were treated like any other grade, except we were given the whole "it's your last year talk". I wouldn't say that assembly disappointed me, not like I was expecting secret missions or anything, but I realized we aren't that special. However, after that speech I've been thinking about this the whole day, what makes us grade 12's? It wasn't a question of grade, really, it was more a question of maturity. What identifies us as grade 12's to the younger grades, especially grade nines Can they tell? I still can't convince myself either; that I'm approaching such responsibility.. I'm almost an adult. But my mentality is nothing close to it. When I think of adults, I've always thought they're so independent and out there. They write nice essays and articulate such spectacular speeches. I'm barely catching up to everyone else, nor meeting the quota when it comes to being an adult. Everyone's all grown up, on their own, and thick skinned. They're all so self-sufficient. I wanna be like that. I wanna develop such characteristics. But how long will it take until I catch up to them. What if I'm that one childish adult, stuck in this current mentality. How dreadful! Ahh, thoughts are poisonous.
Well because I'm tryna be a picture blog and all, I'll talk about my lovely tea time while studying. I like to have some snacks before I begin my academic adventures. Today I had Earl Grey Teafrom Twinning's and some coconut buns.
At first I thought it would be weird to have English tea with some asian sweets, but after putting them together I realized the colours really complement one another! I wanna make a colour palette now~
Also, my cat ripped my favourite pair of ear phones. I told him to reflect about it tonight as he sleeps in the hallway. But I doubt he understood. How do you discipline a kitty... tsk, tsk.
Grrr, this is what I get for letting my kitty barge into my room! He's too cute to yell at though (too soft-hearted heh),,,
I promised myself I would sleep earlier today... Okay, now I really gotta head off to bed. I need to sleep! G'night~
Welcome, it looks like you've stumbled upon my blog. My name is Brenda and I'm 19 years old. I live in a rather quiet but charming city in Canada. My dream is to one day devour waffles in the castles of Belgium and consume all the sweets in Japan. My favourite band is Two Door Cinema Club. I'm pretty open with any genre of music, as long as it's catchy or has meaning to it. I have a cat named Jupiter and I love him to bits. I've also got a budgie named Snowy, and an aquarium of fishies. My favourite season is Fall because the weather is just right. I like the smell of the ocean and the morning air. I'm a casual blogger. Thanks for looking.
. We had an assembly today for the grade 12's and teachers spoke to us about how it's our last year, y'know the usual. Before I was in grade 12, when I heard the P.A call down grade 12's, I've always thought the meetings were more secretive and special
. But being in that assembly, we were treated like any other grade, except we were given the whole "it's your last year talk". I wouldn't say that assembly disappointed me, not like I was expecting secret missions or anything, but I realized we aren't that special. However, after that speech I've been thinking about this the whole day, what makes us grade 12's? It wasn't a question of grade, really, it was more a question of maturity. What identifies us as grade 12's to the younger grades, especially grade nines Can they tell? I still can't convince myself either; that I'm approaching such responsibility..
I'm almost an adult. But my mentality is nothing close to it. When I think of adults, I've always thought they're so independent and out there. They write nice essays and articulate such spectacular speeches. I'm barely catching up to everyone else, nor meeting the quota when it comes to being an adult
. Everyone's all grown up, on their own, and thick skinned. They're all so self-sufficient
. I wanna be like that. I wanna develop such characteristics. But how long will it take until I catch up to them. What if I'm that one childish adult, stuck in this current mentality. How dreadful! Ahh, thoughts are poisonous
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. But I doubt he understood. How do you discipline a kitty... tsk, tsk. 
