Philosophy
C'est la vie
I've lost a lot of time worrying and caring about useless things, but now I am removing that habit from my life and trying my best to live carefree.

Well, if that description box to your right didn't tell you enough about me, then this page wouldn't either. See the thing is, I can never fill up these pages with things about myself because I just don't know what to say. I mean those little blurbs about me is just about all you need to know. I'm not that much of an interesting person. I'm like every teenage girl you see on the internet, who's still trying to figure herself out and is just wandering amongst other confused people of her kind. This blog has helped in some ways, and has allowed me to see the many transitions and obstacles I've faced in life.
I've been running this blog for about 6 years now, which is better than any paper diary I could ever keep up. I'm horrible at journals because I tend to get lazy and give up because I just have so much to update. I keep coming back to this blog because I feel some attachment to it. Actually, it's just much easier to spam with pictures and type than getting hand cramps and smudging the page with my horrible penmanship. Keeping a blog online however, means it is accessible to you internet folks. Yes, I can lock it. But you know what? I won't because anyone who wants to follow me along this journey can feel free to. Though honestly, I'd most likely forget my password to blogger one day and won't be able to access my blog.
Anyways, if you read all this you must have a lot of time on your hands or you might just be really curious about me. You can do the job of inferring what kind of person I am based on this paragraph. Thanks for reading!



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This... is a little bit nerve wrecking for me. I've lost the habit of writing, and I'm a bit stiff now; it doesn't seem to flow as naturally as before. I will apologize in advance for any ramblings or unorganized thoughts. It's been so long since I've last posted and I'm actually sweating just thinking about how many things have happened since I've last written.
I think one of the reasons I felt so intimidate to write again was due to the title of my previous post; writing part 1 made me obliged to post up a part 2, and to be honest I was enjoying Florida so much I didn't have the time to type up what I did each day. When I got back I caught up with getting ready for university and my first job. So I ended up forgetting the chronological order of my trip. Anyways, to keep this catch up post as short as I can, I'll just post some pictures from my trip.
Here is part 2 of my Florida trip last summer :





Besides that, what has happened since then? Ahhh, I feel so bad I didn't even write a Merry Christmas/New Year's post like I've done for the past 4 years.. and now I've already finished my first year of university!

Here are some highlights of the year:

• After I came home, I took a driver's ed course for a couple of days. I also went to Calypso with  Karen and Kat. We did a little bit of tanning.  We also went to see a light show at Parliament hill and did a little adventuring.

• Karen and I went to Montreal for a day !

• First year of UNI... Frosh was a lot of fun. We had a casino on the top floor of DMS, went on a haunted tour, ate some really good food, and met a lot of cool people.

• I turned eighteen! To celebrate, my friend surprised me with this set up. Sadly, we couldn't fully appreciate it since majority of my friends don't really drink. Turned out to be a pretty amusing night haha. 

• The beginning of University went by really fast. I was busy adjusting to uni and my first part-time job in the bakery section of a local grocery store. Later on, I moved onto to retail and had to adjust to the demanding pace. Before I knew it, it was already Christmas. My new group of friends and I had a little Christmas party and did secret Santa.

• After that was new year, which I spent at the Casino. Second semester of uni started up again. I finally skated the canal this year! Twice actually, in which the second time I skated the whole canal with Kat. It was so much fun. I also participated in the Winter Challenge, go #TeamIceharvestors!!

• I saw Tokyo Police Club, and also got to take a selfie with Menno from Hollerado!

I have more to say about my year, but honestly majority of the pictures on my phone are compiled of food. Other than that, the first year of uni could be summed up by: good food + stress + no sleep + amazing new friends.

Time actually passes by so fast! I've met so many nice people, and I'm so thankful for the group of friends that have helped me get by this year. Now I've got my four months of summer... well technically one month of summer since I'll be taking Organic Chemistry 2 this summer. Coincidently the final exams seems to be right after the weekend of my father's reunion party... I'll see how I manage to study around that time. I'm also going to start studying for the PCAT. I'm still not quite sure where I'm headed just yet (doesn't this sound familiar to how I was last year?), but I seem to have a hint of the direction. Besides that I'm trying my best to obtain a summer job, or involve myself in some volunteering. I'm also going to get my G2 this summer! I have quite a few things to do this summer. But I'm taking it in a moderate pace. Actually, I got sucked back into the drama addiction... it's pretty much consumed most of my days. I just finished "My Love from Another Star", it was pretty good. I just started "A Little Love Never Hurts" and I'm finishing up "Good Doctor". The problem with Korean dramas is that each episode is an hour long and I just end up sleeping at 5AM every night... which is no better than my exam sleeping schedule. I'm trying to sleep earlier because I've gone back into pilates and health mode. I even jogged with the fam today! Anyways, hopefully I continue this. I almost gave in to the dozen donuts my father bought (I snuck one and a half, which was enough to satisfy me).
This is a really long post, I tried my best to keep it short. There's just so much to say! I'll post more frequent and short posts from now.
Listen: Tokyo Police Club - Hot tonight
xo
Brenda

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