Philosophy
C'est la vie
I've lost a lot of time worrying and caring about useless things, but now I am removing that habit from my life and trying my best to live carefree.

Well, if that description box to your right didn't tell you enough about me, then this page wouldn't either. See the thing is, I can never fill up these pages with things about myself because I just don't know what to say. I mean those little blurbs about me is just about all you need to know. I'm not that much of an interesting person. I'm like every teenage girl you see on the internet, who's still trying to figure herself out and is just wandering amongst other confused people of her kind. This blog has helped in some ways, and has allowed me to see the many transitions and obstacles I've faced in life.
I've been running this blog for about 6 years now, which is better than any paper diary I could ever keep up. I'm horrible at journals because I tend to get lazy and give up because I just have so much to update. I keep coming back to this blog because I feel some attachment to it. Actually, it's just much easier to spam with pictures and type than getting hand cramps and smudging the page with my horrible penmanship. Keeping a blog online however, means it is accessible to you internet folks. Yes, I can lock it. But you know what? I won't because anyone who wants to follow me along this journey can feel free to. Though honestly, I'd most likely forget my password to blogger one day and won't be able to access my blog.
Anyways, if you read all this you must have a lot of time on your hands or you might just be really curious about me. You can do the job of inferring what kind of person I am based on this paragraph. Thanks for reading!



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The eleventh day, the eleventh minute of the eleventh hour. Omgawsh, just imagine next year...2011. Kay, so nothing really to blog about today. None other then the fact that I've finally learnt more about philosophy and such. It's sorta foolish for me to say, I've always thought philosophy was like the study of fossils, yeah I know. But like I'm really interested in it now, and I bet there's already those who are really into it, so I have no right to say that I will end up loving it. Well, I feel like I've always had many thoughts about the world. Like when I was younger, I felt the world was centered on me, and everyone was fake. Now I've grown to accept things in life, no questions asked. But I still do have thoughts, I'm not mindless. In the beginning of grade 9, I felt like everything was a dream, nothing was real, like I was watching myself. Everything felt grey, and there was nothing I can do. I don't like to speak about this and I don't want to remember it. There was a point in time where I had depersonalization, and maybe still. I really liked those times, but it's not a subject I want to keep talking about. Though I would like to make a point. Right now, I still somewhat feel like nothing is real. As if it's all in our minds. I feel time is not real, instead it exists within memory. The things we see, it's what our mind reads. Like a fruit, it's colour and smell, those qualities don't belong to it. It belongs within our mind. I'm thinking too much. I should cool down. 
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xo
Brenda 

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